“Once
upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary…”
I
can't believe it has been a year since I decided to honor Edgar Allan Poe with
a rock n' roll tribute by mashing up his Raven poem with "Hard to
Handle" by The Black Crowes (to see blog post, click here.) I have performed it numerous times over
the past year and it remains my favorite of all of my literary parody songs.
When I look back, I can't believe how far I have come not only as a
performer but also as a designer/stylist. I now have an Edgar Allan
Poe/Raven print fabric that I have made into an entirely new Raven outfit that
far surpasses the one I wore in the video. I still wear the original
wings and play my styled-up librarian purse guitar, but there is something
really exciting about wearing an entire outfit that I made myself. I am
also so thrilled that people have fallen in love with my Poe/Raven line of
wristlet purses and cosmetic bags.
Just the other week, I had a customer request the Raven print in the
larger style purse with the bamboo handles and it looks even more
incredible! So for a limited time,
I will offer that purse for sale as well.
“Presently
my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer…”
As
I spend less time on stage performing and more time writing my book that I am
determined to finish by the end of the year, I am reminded of how some of us
really do get better with age and experience, while others allow failures or
heartbreaks to stump their growth. Perhaps I am focused on age right now
because I am approaching a certain number in a couple of weeks that I just
don't believe - even when I look at my birth certificate! I am far too
young in my heart to be that old! When I look in the mirror or at my life
on the pages that I write, I am so happy that I have been able to overcome the
failures and mistakes I have made with courage and bravery, not fear and anger.
While some women see wrinkles, I see battle scars. I am a survivor, if nothing else.
“Open
here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter…”
Thanks to the tragically sad, real life story of Edgar
Allan Poe, who died in 1849, alone at the age 40, penniless, talented beyond belief, and
perhaps as a result of alcoholism and drug abuse, I now choose to live my life
completely sober without striving for money, fame, or the applause of my
peers. Instead I just choose to
LIVE. One day at a time. To the fullest. Wherever that journey takes me. Nevermore, will I
regret that I am not more than what I am at this very moment. I am enough because I am still here, moving
forward, taking hits as they come, and that is what matters most to me. As I honor Mr. Poe today, I hope he is
finally at peace, leaving the demons he once fought on those fabulous poetic
pages.
“Quoth
the Raven, “Nevermore.”
"The Raven is Hard to Handle" (2012)
"The Raven is Hard to Handle" (2013)
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